Hello fellow reader. I return for a brief moment to spare several more lines from my last entry. Forgive me of my dreadful timing. It has been quite hard keeping track of time, especially with finals now only a week or so away. But without further delay, I will start from the last hurtful paragraph.
Digging into the hole a bit deeper, the past pains resurface as I begin to examine them yet again. Once I blow that dust that's re-accumulated on the dig sight, witnessing them once more is but a blight to my heart. But I will go on. You see, I cannot begin to fathom what happened on that fateful day a couple months ago now. The sudden disconnect, the ever so swift of a shocking discovery. My friend is gone from my life. I cannot even ponder with straight thoughts what exactly happened. There are all these assumptions I have been dwelling on, and a few paradigms to which I can experiment with...but they all come out inconclusive. All I can do is pray for an answer to come. But I will write on this no more. However, I will finish it off by saying, I will continue to have hope and faith. *wipes tears from his eyes*
I bid you all a du. The last two weeks of school beckon me.
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Time to Spare this Hour, An unnerving feeling of a Pause
Konichiwa friends. I finally have the hour to fill out some lines with words of information and contemplation. It has been a while since my last entry. Oh what a blight it has been with being busy with many things. My studious academics is a factor, but other things have run this person's life amok for the last month and a half. However, not everything has been, how would you say...dreadful. Everything has been more or less, a delightful stress. Yet, in this moment of what time I have before my class today, I am making a thoughtful inquiry to say several lines of everything. To what extent I will share of events will vary, as my time is limited. Oh when will make time for a detailed narrative?! That is in my nature I suppose. Anyways, I am done ranting for this introduction. Onward, as my Ethnic Groups in Urban American history professor would say!
Since my last brief writing adventure, I have been busy with readings and the like as far as my academics are concerned. I have been making virulent impacts on my studies for the last several weeks. Unfortunately, I have not been on top of everything. For one, since my midterms, I have not been doing as much of my readings as I should have been. This has become a tendency in my academic career. The first half, I am on top of everything, then the last half, I gradually lag. Second, I have put my last couple major writing assignments until the last minute, which caused me to stress. Yet, surprisingly, I still put effort into those dastardly writing assignments, and felt more proud.
However, with the stress these plights have brought me or I to them, I have still managed and have remained in good shape. Third, the last of my assignments is currently in full operation. Two major research papers are but before me, which I am on top of. My pen and mind are doing all that they can to slaughter the dragons! I am taking advantage of the few weeks of school I have left for the Spring Semester to take them little by little. Lastly, finals approach at the same time. I will also be preparing for those as well. With all of this in mind, everything is a stressful load, but with my strategic paradigm, taking things little by little, I will conquer these last few weeks! Hopefully this revolution goes well and succeeds!
On a more personal level, it has been mixed. A few things have been going through my mind and in my life. For the sake of privacy, I will not go into full detail. Even though I am trying to impact in this life with my words, I believe with privacy, the vacuity in my language will make some type of dent. In the midst of my studies, I recently lost a friend. This sudden occurrence has been detrimental and hurtful. Even thinking of it now, the sting is as painful as it was when I first experienced it. It happened so rapidly that, the sudden persecutive feeling that I am not worthy has altered my performance to some extent.
Forgive me my dear reader, I have lost my train of thought, and must return to this later. My coherence has been affected by the thought of such a recent event. I must pause because of this.Also because I am out of time..
I bid you adu for now.
Since my last brief writing adventure, I have been busy with readings and the like as far as my academics are concerned. I have been making virulent impacts on my studies for the last several weeks. Unfortunately, I have not been on top of everything. For one, since my midterms, I have not been doing as much of my readings as I should have been. This has become a tendency in my academic career. The first half, I am on top of everything, then the last half, I gradually lag. Second, I have put my last couple major writing assignments until the last minute, which caused me to stress. Yet, surprisingly, I still put effort into those dastardly writing assignments, and felt more proud.
However, with the stress these plights have brought me or I to them, I have still managed and have remained in good shape. Third, the last of my assignments is currently in full operation. Two major research papers are but before me, which I am on top of. My pen and mind are doing all that they can to slaughter the dragons! I am taking advantage of the few weeks of school I have left for the Spring Semester to take them little by little. Lastly, finals approach at the same time. I will also be preparing for those as well. With all of this in mind, everything is a stressful load, but with my strategic paradigm, taking things little by little, I will conquer these last few weeks! Hopefully this revolution goes well and succeeds!
On a more personal level, it has been mixed. A few things have been going through my mind and in my life. For the sake of privacy, I will not go into full detail. Even though I am trying to impact in this life with my words, I believe with privacy, the vacuity in my language will make some type of dent. In the midst of my studies, I recently lost a friend. This sudden occurrence has been detrimental and hurtful. Even thinking of it now, the sting is as painful as it was when I first experienced it. It happened so rapidly that, the sudden persecutive feeling that I am not worthy has altered my performance to some extent.
Forgive me my dear reader, I have lost my train of thought, and must return to this later. My coherence has been affected by the thought of such a recent event. I must pause because of this.Also because I am out of time..
I bid you adu for now.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Week out; Week in
Hola amigos! I am back. Shall I owe this beautiful night to? Sickness! Yes! I am a tad sick with an upset stomach. Disgusting, This is what I do not need right now. Just that time of the year when the body is easily penetrated and bodily defenses mean nothing. Well almost.
But at any rate, not too much has gone on throughout the week. All I can say is is that being sick right before midterms is but a blight. It is difficult to study, to focus, to make an impact on academics. I dread every moment of it. I could hardly focus on Saturday; Friday has to do with it too. I studied for nine hours! Woe is me! I obviously reaped what I sowed! I studied so hard, the rest of my weekend was pernicous. I hate it. Plus having an upset stomach is leaving me in agonizing paralysis, that studying my academics is no more enjoyable than the pain I am experiencing. I am hoping for a better week.
This last week stunk because of my physical iniquities, but also because I was not able to hang out with my friend from the event I went to last weekend. Such a plight. Not that there won't be future opportunities, just it would have been nice if I saw her today. But I guess it was for the best today, being sick. But I did want to invite her to church, which I never got an opportunity to communicate to her. *Sigh* I reap what I sow. Well, she is busy with her doctorate degree. It is a couple levels higher than my undergraduate degree. I shouldn't fret about this, right? I will try to look forward to the future.
That is all I am willing to share for now. I bid everyone adu for tonight.
But at any rate, not too much has gone on throughout the week. All I can say is is that being sick right before midterms is but a blight. It is difficult to study, to focus, to make an impact on academics. I dread every moment of it. I could hardly focus on Saturday; Friday has to do with it too. I studied for nine hours! Woe is me! I obviously reaped what I sowed! I studied so hard, the rest of my weekend was pernicous. I hate it. Plus having an upset stomach is leaving me in agonizing paralysis, that studying my academics is no more enjoyable than the pain I am experiencing. I am hoping for a better week.
This last week stunk because of my physical iniquities, but also because I was not able to hang out with my friend from the event I went to last weekend. Such a plight. Not that there won't be future opportunities, just it would have been nice if I saw her today. But I guess it was for the best today, being sick. But I did want to invite her to church, which I never got an opportunity to communicate to her. *Sigh* I reap what I sow. Well, she is busy with her doctorate degree. It is a couple levels higher than my undergraduate degree. I shouldn't fret about this, right? I will try to look forward to the future.
That is all I am willing to share for now. I bid everyone adu for tonight.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
A return to the new era at hand! A Quick read you shall have
Hello fellow reader! I apologize for putting my blog off for the longest time. I had not formed a word or sounded my thoughts onto this website in some time. Firstly, let me welcome the new year on this post (even though it is 3 months into 2011!). Secondly, for the sake of personal time and moving on, I will not be posting my "2010 revolution" of my history any time soon. I know, I know. I am supposed to be reflecting my entries as a cry out to express passion and change in my life, as my dear enlightment French philosophe (whom I like to compare myself to) did in 19th century Europe; the revolution of social change he took part in! But for now I will hold off on that, seeing how I cannot make the time to do so, but I will make cry outs about ongoing current events.
Here is a brief paragraph of the new era in my own personal life. In January, I took a break from my academic instituion, and allowed my mind to rest. During this time I had much personal reflection time, and much time to enjoy myself as a vegetable. I enjoyed things I had put off for so long, such as reading and watching anime! I even continued for a short time, a story that is in slow progression. But now? School and work! I have been busy, and midterms approach soon. This semester is rather more enjoyable than last, seeing how I have adjusted in recent months as compared to last. Spring semester has been busy, yet enjoyable. I have gone to a Winter Youth Camp with my church's youth group; helping out there in the mountains of winter beauty was refreshing. Finally, going to a concert last weekend with a friend was rather a special time to connect with her and praise our almighty God. On that note, there maybe some interest in this friend of mine I am taking to rather quite well. But for now, I will remain friends, but would like to see where things go from here. Hopefully in the coming weeks, I hope we shall continue to converse and unfoil our personal adventures as time goes on. This is all I shall unveil for now. Hopefully, I will continue my cries from within me later this week.
But for now, I bid everyone adu and farewell!
-Virulent Elation
Here is a brief paragraph of the new era in my own personal life. In January, I took a break from my academic instituion, and allowed my mind to rest. During this time I had much personal reflection time, and much time to enjoy myself as a vegetable. I enjoyed things I had put off for so long, such as reading and watching anime! I even continued for a short time, a story that is in slow progression. But now? School and work! I have been busy, and midterms approach soon. This semester is rather more enjoyable than last, seeing how I have adjusted in recent months as compared to last. Spring semester has been busy, yet enjoyable. I have gone to a Winter Youth Camp with my church's youth group; helping out there in the mountains of winter beauty was refreshing. Finally, going to a concert last weekend with a friend was rather a special time to connect with her and praise our almighty God. On that note, there maybe some interest in this friend of mine I am taking to rather quite well. But for now, I will remain friends, but would like to see where things go from here. Hopefully in the coming weeks, I hope we shall continue to converse and unfoil our personal adventures as time goes on. This is all I shall unveil for now. Hopefully, I will continue my cries from within me later this week.
But for now, I bid everyone adu and farewell!
-Virulent Elation
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